mangia

i ate.

i don't expect to take a nice loss, but then maybe i'll have a big one the next weigh-in. i have been enjoying the food i have had lately, because a lot of the groups i belong to hold their christmas/holiday party while it's technically still winter.

i have made sure i always brought something i could eat to the party. i only ate a small teaspoon of forbidden delights.

but i'm fat.

so i'm starting over.

the diet group made some really good things. i hope to have recipes in my grubby little pig hands soon. i always pass them on to my friend in missouri and she tweaks it and makes her version. she gets food stamps and commodities, so she has pure chicken to work with, pure roast, pure pork. i wish i could find a way to buy commodities.

i guess i'd have to mug some old people outside of the luthern church on thursday.

GIVE ME YOUR GRADE-A PRIME CANNED BEEF NOW!

thursday

breakfast

chicken noodle coup

lunch

2 sl .bread

2 sl. cheese

2 sl baked ham

cup of oranges

dinner

chicken breast

box of vegetables

extras

popsicle

diet jell-o

wednesday

breakfast

lunch

taco salad

guacamole

cheese dip

chips

dinner

vegetables

breaded fish filet

extras

popsicle

tuesday

breakfast

lunch

cheese quesadilla

1 cp. chicken noodle soup

dinner

1 porkchop

1 cp. black-eyed peas

extras

popsicle

monday

breakfast

1 sl. bread

1 slice cheese

lunch

dinner

box of vegetables

chicken breast

4 oz mandarin orange

extras

1 popsicle

sunday

breakfast

1 boiled egg

lunch

salad 

sesame dressing

dinner

haurger pattie

vegetale

extras

popsicle

just below the top ten on the bbl

i'm right near the top ten, maybe the top 10. they ('the skinnys") have the advantage at the moment, as it goes by % of weightloss.

i think i will have an advantage at the end. when they have all lost the weight they need, by week 8, i will still have 4 more weeks to lose weight. i hope this does work at my advantage.

the important part is that i am accountable to someone else and i have motivation. that is priceless.

but i would like to lose weight and become a hottie, not a nottie!